你好
家里本来最老的人
Really cannot imagine you are not there saying good morning to me every morning again
kinda sad actually
Although I didn't say it
You know I am not that type of person who are willing to show my feeling
So
Let's start
Really
Really no other things to say other than thank you
Like you take care of me like your brother
Teach me everything I don't know
You know actually I don't feel like asking people how to do this how to do that
Because it makes me feels dumb
but since you are so willing to teach and explain to me
I am so happy to ask you everything I don't know
First though come in my mind when I don't understand something
' Ok later ask nicholas '
or
' Never mind nicholas will teach me later'
I am so rely on you to be honest
then u suddenly left
Shit
How am I gonna survive
Who else I can rely on
But luckily
Since I maybe got the chance to intern at China
I suddenly feels like grow up
Oh no I am graduating this semester so not intern there is work there
Growing up makes me think alot
Alot
like How to handle relationship with people
Just don't cry
Just don't show your true emotion
That's what I am thinking about
So basically I am sad when someone leaving
but I have to keep it
Because nobody has the time to confront me
Telling me don't sad u guys will meet somewhere else
Bullshit
Okay kinda out of topic
Stay good with ahzeh okay
Don't argue anymore
Me and xianzai not there to listen to you already
Unless you call xianzai and cry
Not me
I can't handle this alone
Don't scare the shit out of me
Get a job you love
Hope you can get a job at Singapore
Like a job you truly love
Not because you want to stay in Singapore so you 委屈 yourself doing things you don't like
Okay that's all I want to say
Again, thanks for everything
All the bad thing and good thing
All the memories we had together
All the help you gave
All the fuck I given
Ahahahahah
See you Nicholas
